A bitter pill to stop my flood of thoughts temporarily
An aberration in disguise in the chaos of reality
The undoing of the crown
I hold my breath my mind is breached I'm sinking endlessly
I'll reach the belly of the anglerfish eventually, unavoidably
The company of the drowned
Mother we've failed you
We killed the sharks so we ate ourselves
Mother we've failed you
And now the deafening silence overwhelms
I fell asleep
And woke up on the other side
Alone
The wound is too deep
No one's by my side
Pain echoes through my bones
No god can right my wrongs
So help me forgive myself
Make me forget myself
I hate you all
I hate you
I hate you all, almost as much as I hate myself
I hate you all, almost as much as I f*cking hate myself
I'll kill you all, i'll find a rope, and then I'll f*cking hang myself
I hate you all, almost as much as I hate myself