I'm out of town right now, but I'm still thinking of you
I find them really cute, those little things that you do
When you get flustered when I call you beautiful
You think the other way, and you sound a little pitiful
I say what I mean, you know it's a different view
From other guys saying what they say when it isn't true
But, I got you. Been real. Since day one
'Cept when you asked if I liked someone, can't front
Got nervous and my voice got a little shaky
Cause I didn't want to risk anything to f*ckin' break me
Or this overall friendship
I value this one, more than the others that I cherish
I don't mean to be mean, though you know I'm an asshole
I mean, we both are, we have our reasons for being so
Either way, I really like our vibe
Like when you drew and I worked on music in the meantime
May not seem much to most, but f*ck what they think
Love spending time with you and I wouldn't miss a blink
Whether it's Starbucks or PokemonGo
To what's an "actual date", watching anime or videos
You showed me new songs, or ones I already knew
We had a good time, glad I gave 'em a listen to
So much to do, but we rarely have a chance
Like Spanish music, wanting me to teach you how to dance
Lose our gringo accents, like we didn't pass Spanish class
Get our licence, with no drive cause I'm a lazy ass
Teaching you piano, when I barely play myself
Maybe sing, but you're too shy to get a note out of yourself
We both live busy lives, and we both can see that
So we try to make time, the clock can try to beat that
Cause you know that my job is a real shit show
I know yours are too, clock out, ready to go
I run so much, that my heart skips a beat
Running marathons while you sit on that bus seat
Then comes that moment, when my heart drops
Seeing your eyes shine and that smile starts up
It might be butterflies, I mean, Samsa did inspire this
They flutter, my chest gets tight. Shit! Now I'm nervous
I'd throw caution to the wind, but didn't bring a helmet
So I'll wing it, hope to make you laugh and bask in your presence
I think that I
Fell In love
With you
#oops
Maybe one day
Or maybe not
Either way
#oops
I think that I
Fell In love
With you
#oops
Maybe one day
Or maybe not
Either way
#oops
As it turns out, you have a f*cking boyfriend
I mean, I should've known, though I kind of had a feelin'
Kind of sucks I can't be the one to make you happy
We're close though, and I don't want your man to come at me
I hope he treats you well, just like you deserve
You've been through so much, I mean, it's well earned
If he's the one for you, man, then so be it
I'll be happy if you are, and I really do mean it
That's kind of why I even wrote this song
Couldn't say it to you cause I knew that I'd say it wrong
I'm scared of rejection and I can't save face
And I didn't want to let our friendship to go to waste
I'll try to move on, though it'll be tough
Try to love myself and learn that I'm good enough
Maybe, someday, someone'll throw me for a loop
And maybe I'll fall in love, #oops