I closed my eyes to what was real
Tried to remember how it feels
Nothing's ever enough
When my memory's at fault
Without a death of mine to fear
I pitied every broken mirror
I pitied most of all myself
Who deserved everything he felt
And you are the same as you were
A day ago, or when I met you
And you'll be the same as you were
While I have shrunk down
To a hollow, hollow man
For another month I lost your face
And with it, everything erased
The shadows linger in the loss
The lack of hurting earns the cost
I fell upon my masterplan
Didn't think I'd ever understand
These f*ck-ups who try to disappear
The door is closed, and now I see
The moon beats down
I am out walking for the fifth time this night
The lights embrace me once more
And you are the same as you were
A day ago, or when I met you
And you'll be the same as you were
While I have shrunk down
To a hollow, hollow man