Pink_zucchini - It's Always About You Lyrics

It shouldn't mean so much to me
But I get so engrossed in my ways you see
That you can't see, the way it is
When it cracks my soul, it cracks my bones
I need despair
Give me it
I want it to crush me, f*ck me, chuck me into an ocean of death
I need despair and nothing good
Just let it kill me
It's always about you
No matter how I'm good
No matter what I do
I'm falling for you but
It's never about me
About how I feel
About how I'd kill for you
I guess it's always about you
And if it where for me I'd get my way
But I know right now it's not meant to be
It's always about you
It's always about you