Nineteen Video (MV)

Some days when I'm down just a little bit
I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because
I can't feel ache anymore
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And when I realized everyone's gone but I still feel the same

I wasn't meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen

And now I wish that I could tell
All my ex jobs in retail
That I should've stayed at work
'Cause of the A Levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favorite shop shut down
And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown

My, my mind's alone
Because I'm alone
My mind's alone
Because I'm alone
My mind's alone (lost the love, I've had enough)
Because I'm alone (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)
My mind's alone (I love to hate the way I shaped)
Because I'm alone (because I'm hurt and living rough)

I wasn't meant to be (lost the love, I've had enough)
(The gore, the pain, I've had so much)
(I love to hate the way I shaped)
(Because I'm hurt and living rough)
And now I'm nothing to you
My friend lived next to me (lost the love, I've had enough)
Now she won't wanna see (the gore, the pain, I've had so much)
Me look differently (I love to hate the way I shaped)
Now that I'm nineteen (because I'm hurt and living rough)