$pirit - numb Lyrics

Why do I feel so numb
Feel so numb
Why do I have to feel so god damn numb
God damn numb
Yet they never come
Never come
They never come

Feel so numb
Feel so alone but they never come
Take my life
Stab me in the back with a knife
Sip this drink with tears in my eyes
Pray to god when will they f*cking realize
I don't give a f*ck no more
My heart stay cold laying on the floor

She come over till like four
Then I kick her out the door
Better off alone to fight this war
In my mind I can't endure
Why would you try to make things right
Look in my eyes you always lie
Tell me that it's alright
But there's tear drops in my eyes
Fighting demons I'm not alright
I don't want to live this god damn life
Don't wanna smoke my pain away
I wanna blow out my whole brain, yeah

Leave like Kirk Cobain, yeah
Sippin on codeine, yeah
Take these percs not a leaner
Want real love I'm feigning

Feel so numb
Feel so alone but they never come
Take my life
Stab me in the back with a knife
Sip this drink with tears in my eyes
Pray to god when will they f*cking realize
I don't give a f*ck no more
My heart stay cold laying on the floor
Floor
Floor

My heart stay on the floor
I'm so numb
I'm so numb
You make me feel so god damn dumb
Feel so dumb
Yeah I feel so god damn f*cking numb
I feel numb