Is it white outside or is it gray
Prolly if I don't look now I'll never say
Used to be a stand up guy but now I lay
On the side lines thinking about a gloomy day huh
Rainy weather working all ya magic on me
Nowadays I wait till i get blessings coming
Meditate and medicate on my beloved too dependent make me wanna realign my inner focus
But am I overthinking
I don't think the sky is clearing up damn I gotta loosen up
Nooses all around my neck gotta find my inner love
I be standing on a ledge and I'm almost jumping off uh
Picking all the pieces up
Puzzle on the board and I know I'm losing touch
Never face the problems yeah I'm on the run
See the mirror on my rear view who have I become
No I know the living ain't pretty
Knew it all along in the beginning
Took a red pill gettin dizzy
Diving too deep now I'm swimming
Little boy you need to wake up
There's a place u needa take us
There's a place u need to take us take us
We a product of the past we pick people who last we make mistakes then we laugh
I take it easy relax you take the pressure to pass the expectation
They have the dropout versus the grad
And I ain't tryna be struggling get my money to a hundred million by the end of it
Probably pursuing the passion my action speaking louder than the pessimistic progression
That I don't wanna be
Who the man behind the mirror
Take a good look yea I'm tryna see it clearer
Everyone who made me everyone is here all the past present future they be whisper in my ear
And I ain't tryna disappear
In a snap damn everyone leaving mes what I fear
The last man standing I'll be the commandeer
It's the pain that don't even come near
No I know the living ain't pretty
Knew it all along in the beginning
Took a red pill gettin dizzy
Diving too deep now I'm swimming
Little boy you need to wake up
There's a place u needa take us
There's a place u need to take us take us