Platform 55 - Should Be Easy Lyrics

This corner's starting to make me feel really small
Sometimes words don't mean the same thing for us all
Let's talk about one that's simple and typical
This corner's mine and leaving seems unthinkable
Fun should be easy, it should be consistent
So why does this scare me, and make me feel distant?
Wish I didn't exist here
Wish I didn't exist here
Honestly I'm feeling like I don't have all the wires in my brain all lined up
And connected in the spots they need to be
If they were then how could I be feeling all this darkness
And constant bouts of loneliness inside with all this company
No I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
But I just wanna go home
I came here with a friend
With the best of intent
Supposed to be fun, at least it is for them
When the lights go out
All that's left is doubt
My name unknown, thoughts overblown, I feel so alone
I didn't really wanna come out tonight
Stomach's in knots and churning tight
An evening receiving a lot of nothing
But believing that leaving would be so relieving
And help me stop feeling invisible
'Cuz that's all I am up against this wall
Wonder if they hear me
Question if they see me
Didn't learn the protocol but feeling like a cynical
'Cuz why can't I have fun with all this laughter shouldn't be difficult
No I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
But I just wanna go home
I came here with a friend
With the best of intent
Supposed to be fun, at least it is for them
When the lights go out
All that's left is doubt
My name unknown, thoughts overblown, I feel so alone
I wanna start again
I'll find a different end
I wanna start again
Rewind the night, pretend
I'll find a different end
I'll find my place instead
I wanna start again
Rewind the night, pretend
I'll find a different end
I'll find my place instead
I wanna start again
Rewind the night, pretend
I'll find a different end
I'll find my place instead
I came here with a friend
With the best of intent
Supposed to be fun, at least it is for them
When the lights go out
All that's left is doubt
My name unknown, thoughts overblown, I feel so alone