Playa Ru - This Life of Mine Lyrics

1st verse
Take a little journey in these worn out shoes
A day in the life of f*cken playa Ru
Roll out of bed……. gotta scratch my head
Rub my eyes for a while..then stretch my legs
DonÂÂÂÂÂ't know the date…..lose track of time
All the same to me………..donÂÂÂÂÂ't ask me why
Never worry much……..just a layed back cat
Got the droopy eyes and a twenty sack
No fancy cars………havenÂÂÂÂÂ't made it yet
But when I do..it be a benz and a private jet
See..I came out the Grove, 5609 Petty
Another hood in H-town..where you had to stay ready
For this and that, that, this and the other
So used to gunshots never ran for cover
These eyes of mine..have seen it all
From crazy ass thieves,…to crooked laws
From killas to Saints….to whores and fiens
Sometimes my life feels like a dream………

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Coasting through,…..this life of mine
If you only knew…what lies inside
You would see and understand
Why I be…a crazy Mexican..

2nd verse
Blow tons of smoke, drink the shit out of brew
Cause where I come from itÂÂÂÂÂ's the thing to do
Watch my homies get lit…they donÂÂÂÂÂ't sleep for days
DonÂÂÂÂÂ't try to judge me for the things I say
ItÂÂÂÂÂ's not a perfect world nor a perfect life
Though it seems a lot better after I get high
All my worries and cares…go up in flames
Plus a bump or two…surely numbs my brain
To be or not to be…that is the question
IÂÂÂÂÂ'm waiting for a sign.a divine revelation
But for now I be and enjoy this sweet
Mutha f*cka hit so good…sweep me off my feet
Mr. Happy-go-lucky when IÂÂÂÂÂ'm gone off the sticky
When IÂÂÂÂÂ'm down in the kitty call me lickidi splitty

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3rd verse
Move around so much..like a f*cken drifter
Not much to my name..do you get the picture
Have a wife and daughter..not the best of fathers
Yet I still provide…… at least bread and water
You can call me sorry..or even a bastard
Call me both if you like cause I know IÂÂÂÂÂ'm an asshole
CanÂÂÂÂÂ't help myself…even though I try
Rather see me smile…… than to watch me cry
I do what I do…and I do it well
Got a one way ticket going straight to hell
I know itÂÂÂÂÂ's sad but what else can I do
Crazy Mexican ……….aka playa Ru…………

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