I done dropped tears for this shit
I've been looking in the mirror with a knife to my wrist
Told her i can't even trust her, aim a gun at my bitch
I'm taking drugs to the face, now a nigga hella sick
I'm finding comfort in my slits
I got demons on my shoulders, I find comfort in my head
Sometimes I'm better off dead
Homicide got me seeing red
Bitch switching up, she all I had
She played wit my feelings, I'm all on her ass
Ain't show me mercy, I ainn get no pass
Now I'm moving on tryna escape my past
U said "You're hurting me, it feels like it's cutting me"
U said that "Youn got no feelings, You just f*cking me"
I felt some hurt and I guess it just stuck with me
Tried to be good, but I know it's not meant for me
I hope you know that I'm f*cked up,
From now on, It's f*ck love
It's f*ck you, It's f*ck us
I'm tryna fix my focus..
I'm digging, digging, digging deep
Every night, I'm losing sleep
I'm popping drugs tryna find me
Might shoot my head, ain't no ID
I know I gotta let go, It's been too long
I know you not my ho, but I feel too strong
And I know I'm not the best, but you did a nigga wrong
Now I'm walking down this road, ion wanna be alone
But sometimes, I think I'm better on my own
Looking up, I pray to god, Im asking him to bring me home
This bitch just wanna talk about herself so i hang up the phone
I aint ever text her back
She hit me up like "F*ck you on?"
I'm on a mission and I know I cannot stop it
They said they love me behind closed doors, I'm a topic
This shit be killing me, I wish you could stay solid.
This shit is all I got, It feel like do or die
Fill my body up with drugs, committing suicide
They always ask me if I'm fine but I be way up out my mind
Ion wanna waste no space and Ion wanna waste no time.