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I kinda feel like nothing real. I kinda feel my whole life a nigga been a trip
I been left so many times that I hardly ever grip
I know I been a servant but I hardly get them tips
Everybody that I know come and go I let them slip
Every night a nigga mourning I just force myself to sleep
A lot of girls that I dated always thought they was for keeps
My dreams are really high but reality then stinks
I heard that life is just a movie is mine playing on Netflix
Really wonder where it is cause my life just need a fix
My pain started when I was six. Now I'm feeling sick and tired
I'm feeling kinda pissed cause papa was never here so I was raised
By the streets had desires in my heart
That one day I'm gonna be rich. I love my people way too much
Said I'm never gonna switch and when I make it to the top
I'm gonna be the one to teach
I pray to God daily trying to make it through the struggle
I know a lot hate me that's why I'm feeling sorrowed
I know I'm not promised a tomorrow. So I'm gonna make use of my today
I know I'm not promised a tomorrow. So I'm gonna make use of my today
Hold up. Let me tell you about my story
How people used to laugh and how people just ignored me
I thought I couldn't rap cause my surroundings said I'm wack
I tried to be like others then I started doing trap
They said I wasn't dope got discouraged then I smoked
My life was almost ruined just because of couple voices
I changed my inner circle started getting motivated
I never loved school but I needed education
I started spitting hard cause I need an elevation
I'm trying to be the best I'ma serve my generation
My peers are losing hope I'ma be the inspiration
Couldn't do it alone I give God the adoration
I started spitting hard cause I need an elevation
I'm trying to be the best I'ma serve my generation
My peers are losing hope I'ma be the inspiration
Couldn't do it alone I give God the adoration
I pray to God daily trying to make it through the struggle
I know a lot hate me that's why I'm feeling sorrowed
I know I'm not promised a tomorrow
So I'm gonna make use of my today
I know I'm not promised a tomorrow
So I'm gonna make use of my today
I pray to God daily trying to make it through the struggle
I know a lot hate me this is not a maybe
Trying to stay away from trouble cause it's not my baby
I'd rather get close to Christ cause he the one that saved me
And at the same time he loved me he then just forgave me
I know I've been a like Judas and I did betray him
But I repent for my old ways and all my trends
I'm trying to make it through this tough days and help a friend
I've seen how many times a nigga been ungrateful
And too many times a nigga been unfaithful
Now that's exactly what then led to my downfall
I learned my lesson now I'm heading for my uproar
The top is what a nigga made for
But it's your choice to stay down just on the floor
Don't die my niggas don't die because of pressure
My nigga pray to God cause it's really all that matters eh
I pray to God daily trying to make it through the struggle
I know a lot hate me that's why I'm feeling sorrowed
I know I'm not promised day tomorrow
So I'm gone make use of my today
I know I'm not promised day tomorrow
So I'm gone make use of my today
I pray to God daily trying to make it through the struggle
I know a lot hate me that's why I'm feeling sorrowed
I know I'm not promised day tomorrow
So I'm gone make use of ny today today
I know I'm not promised a tomorrow
So I'm gone make use of my today