Plus Expenses - Brand New Lyrics

Don't recall what I was thinking
I don't remember what I said
I always knew this ship was sinking
Still I went full speed ahead

You know that love can't live on credit
On borrowed time or empty threats
It will default before you get it
I guess it's easy to forget

And could you see me smile
Back in your rear view
It had been a while
Since I had felt
I felt brand new

I woke up late next morning
And as I sat up in my bed
Did I feel a sense of mourning
Or was it liberty instead

So I sat there in the stillness
And I took my first real breath
Finally understood the blessing
I lost a thing I never had

You should have seen me smile
I almost danced as I got dressed
Cause it had been a while
Since I got things
Off of my chest

There's always two sides to a story
But never when it came to you
Always making me feel sorry
For things I didn't do

I'll never know what you were thinking
Never know what you went through
You must've known this ship was sinking
It made no difference to you

And could you see me smile
Back in your rear view
It had been a while
But I got through
You should have seen me smile
And from my point of view
Sure wasn't no surprise
I finally felt
Yeah, I felt brand new