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(pneuma)
Lock myself inside, ain't seen the sun it's been like five days
Her fingers run across my skin, but soon there'll be a heartbreak
Smoking on a chemical that'll fry and leave my mind hazed
Oh-oh, I'd hate to try and change your mind's state
Can't keep losing track of time and staying in my room
But it's hard to have a life, when I keep getting consumed
Keep creating beats, soon my lyrics are my doom
Hoping for a change, it'll come when they write me off presumed
I can't find no peace, hoped this shit would finally get better
Lie and crack a smile, tell 'em that I'm better than ever
Lying to myself so much, the truth is far from real
It's hard to have a life, when I come back to the steel
Sit inside my room dialed into my phone
Think about how much I've changed, how far I've come to grow
Found a peaceful mind through the pain that I show
Hard to ever tell if they're friend or if they're foe
Think that they'd be better off with a bullet through my dome
Sucks to think these thoughts when her touch feels like my home
Lock myself inside, ain't seen the sun it's been like five days
Her fingers run across my skin, but soon there'll be a heartbreak
Smoking on a chemical that'll fry and leave my mind hazed
Oh-oh, I'd hate to try and change your mind's state
But you can't shape or change my mind babe
I'm too far on the edge, I'll let the wind decide my damned fate
Pebbles start to fall as the ground begins to break
Oh, grief is all you have, but my life you could've saved