Pneumonia Breath - I ABHOR THE THOUGHT OF YOU Lyrics

Swallowing my pride with deceit in your eyes
Absent decline, life filled with disguise
Swallowing my pride and I can't testify
You fake f*cking parasite

Swallowing my pride with deceit in your eyes
Absent decline, life filled with disguise
Open the seas as I cut off your line
And watch you f*cking drown

Pour on me your consort's simple minded
Pour on me your inability to reason
Pour on me your lack of faith in the truth
You won't see what I see

I couldn't wait for the daylight
With all these worn out thoughts of
Shoveled dirt and dancing on your grave
Such a simple mistake
Regret is what you'll take

I Swallowed my pride and I'll no longer try
To appease everyone with insatiable lies

I've put on this veil of ignorance
I can't be bothered to rectify this
But what does that make me? A coward, at best
I'm not sorry for this
'Cause I won't be plagued again

You will see what the bitter pills have done to me
You will see that I've never cared honestly
How your fractured life has become such wholesome peace for me

I've swallowed my pride with no fear to hide
A balancing act gone wrong

Build your hole
It's where you will lay

And it's mirrored in blue
Wretch

I abhor the thought of you