PNWC - Contemplating Lyrics

Late nights, staring at the ceiling
Wondering how we ended up this way
Chasing dreams, but we keep on drifting
Feels like I'm losing more each day
Searching for words in our silence
Fighting the ghosts in the dark
Trying to piece together fragments
But we can't mend these broken parts

Every time I'm just thinking, thinking
Falling back into memories of you
Why's it feel like I'm sinking?
Drowning in a sea of things I can't undo
Why you gotta leave me hanging, holding onto lies?
How'd you do it, baby?
I'm just trying to keep thinking, thinking
Trying to make sense of the truth

Yeah, I'm lost in contemplation
I'm the one who feels the strain
Cut it off
Say we're fine
Bet I won't
You say wait
I say damn
You say shit
You say sorry
Then we drift
Round and round in circles
I don't understand why
All the goodbyes
Synced emotions
Our sweet texts
Distractions
Confrontations
Lost connections
Fading into new days
Still searching for new ways
Still searching for new ways, yeah
And every time

Every time I'm just thinking, thinking
Falling back into memories of you
Why's it feel like I'm sinking?
Drowning in a sea of things I can't undo
Why you gotta leave me hanging, holding onto lies?
How'd you do it, baby?
I'm just trying to keep thinking, thinking
Trying to make sense of the truth

Oh
Contemplating you
Contemplating us
Contemplating everything we've lost