Its hard to find what to say when you writing it on paper
I can think it straight but when I say it my words be getting tangled
Other times something takes over me and then it gets too easy
But its hard cuss I start thinking about the past f*ck the future
Worry about what you doing now its all gone fall in place
Wont want this life no other way
Wont trade my pain for happiness
Keep them demons in my head
To learn something new ill go through that again
Its always gone be something that you missed just memories living day to day
All I can do is think until I find the way
Is this where l'm suppose to be just thinking until I fall asleep
Then wakeup thinking in my bed how is this day gone go for me
The worst can happen to me just gone think this how its pose to go
Damn my dreams be deep I saw my daughter once what happened to her mama energy telling me she gone
My baby wasn't no baby lived life a little she was grown
Aint tryna tell no story this just what my mind be on
This is poetry in music don't call what I make a song but ill accept it cuss shit yeen know
And you'll never know the pain that I'm feeling
I wont show it
Wont go off at the mouth I might just kill you if I don't know you
But I be tryna remain peaceful
Plants growing in the soil
Dirt is all I grew around but I remained respectful
Now and days they just want to shoot why they aint tryna tussle
You cant give ignorance no gun cuss they don't know what they doing
They just tryna shoot it Kill his family for some Gucci's
End they life before it started
Ripped the picture before they drew it
They rather money than some knowledge
Shii me too cuss now and days knowledge tainted I hear what you saying but ian seeing truth
Day to day took time to self and found that I was you
Different name and situation only thing that make us 2
You say we different its no truth in that cuss when I'm staring deep inside yo eyes what you looking at
Went over they heads take some time tell them about that
We all looking at the same thing its nothing different
Tryna teach you how to think before yo actions so you don't loose control loosing control for a second can dictate yo life and after
And im a man so I come with power
Need a woman not a bitch they power different
Dis aint rapping this bout thinking and why I came to think it
At the end of the day we all still living trying not to talk bout violence to better whoever listen to me
This world wicked got ancestors speaking through me just so you can see the world different
Open eyes so you can see it
Open mind to clearer visions
As a whole what's the vibration
Nothing close to what its pose to be
How do you want life for you children
Make change now so they don't breathe the air we breathing
10 years ago outside was not this cloudy
As a baby always went against around me
Misread the message I was given before I came
Don't go looking for people if they was needed they would've came
Life cant go no other way evolve and grow with power
Life cant be as pretty as you want without disaster
Demons work with angles we destroy for new creation
They get looked at as bad but aint no god without the Satan
There would be no lesson without the situation
There would be no such thing of blessings without the one who gave it
It takes 2 to keep the balance seen as 1 like Ying and yang
Black and white I know they opposite but it takes destruction for to create
Like the sun and moon it takes not 1 but both to create the day
All just memories in my thoughts living day2 day