The Poet Massey - Myself Lyrics

Yeah I'm in this shi all alone
I'm in this shi myself
I'm doing this all alone
Imma do this shit myself
And ian scared to be alone
All I wanna be is with myself
Yeah I'm In this shit all alone
I'm in this shit by myself
I don't even know what I'm on
I don't even know myself
I just wanna be left alone
Something I need to get off my chest
So I'm putting it in this song
The way of talking to myself
So yeen gotta hear it
I been tryna get this pain out
But its forged in my soul
Something tryna get it
Should I let it no I wont
Massey u cant give in
Anger make it worse
So I been tryna keep my distance
In my head l'm screaming
Why you pick me for this mission
If something get in my way
Father massey god forgive me
Imma kill it
Do you know that feeling where you left alone But you don't feel alone
Cuss body filled with anger
Do you know that feeling
Yeah I know that feeling
Do you know that feeling
Where the whole day feel like you dreaming
So you take drugs to ease the feeling
I took drugs to ease the feeling
Do you know that feeling
Where nothing matter to you no more
Nothing you do matter
You don't even feel like breathing
You can get it but cant keep it
Yeah they eyes wide open
Still cant see the bigger picture
Patient for that time to come
Ian gone rush it imma live it
Massey can be so numb
And still be tryna uplift you
But yall don't get it time to switch the pivot
Yall gone see when massey get to popping Skillet
I be in my head a lot
No talking I'm just thinking
Massey heal the pain now
Or its gone be all up in yo children
Its now or never till its finished
Gotta find where the pain at
And break through them fences
They deep in the ground in the roots
Past down from centuries
Farther than we remember yeah these traits That we inherit
I can see yo pain through a mirror
I can see this pain in the mirror
I see all of us
Where you think that pain gone go
When we all just dust
You think its gone be in our kids
Or you think its gone follow us
You think when its time to leave this earth
Its gone be a feeling of rush
Or do you think massey gone come give you a Gentle touch
Do you know that feeling
When you wanted to But didn't light the blunt
Do you know that feeling
When you had Something but not enough
Do you know that feeling
When you was all Alone
And didn't have nothing but a roach
Yeah I know that feeling
Yeah I'm In this shit all alone
I'm in this shit by myself
I don't even know what I'm on
I don't even know myself
I just wanna be left alone
Something I need to get off my chest
So I'm putting it in this song
The way of talking to myself
So yeen gotta hear it
I been tryna get this pain out
But its forged in My soul
Something tryna get it
Should I let it no I wont
Massey u cant give in
Anger make it worse
So l been tryna keep my Distance
In my head I'm screaming
Why you pick me for this mission
If something get in my way
Father massey god forgive me imma kill it
Do you know that feeling where you left alone But you don't feel alone
Cuss body filled with Anger
Do you know that feeling
Yeah I know that feeling
Do you know that feeling where the whole day Feel like you dreaming
I took drugs to ease the feeling
Do you know that feeling where nothing Matter to you no more nothing you do matter You don't even feel like breathing