Inadvertent Preparation Video (MV)

Don't shoot the middle man cause he'll get back on his feet
One thing I'm certain of is my uncertainty
Can't break through, mind is sealed, thought are fortified
Till' I grow weary of barely scraping by

Stay below the clouds, no fantasies, forget to breath
Not dead, not dead, not dead
Don't pray for me, I've made up my mind
One way, one way conversations
Frustration, I'm breaking, just give me fiction
Too late to teach me now, let me blur my vision

I just want to leave my body
Synthesize your memory
Confiscate what might have been
I don't like me either, but

It still hurts to hear you say it
Contemplation, inadvertent preparation
Stay below the clouds, don't smother me
I can't breathe

I just want to leave my body
Synthesize your memories
Confiscate what might have been
I don't like me either but
It still hurts to hear you say it
Help me to forget
Can't afford to save me now
Desperate for a reason not to

I'm okay, sh, I'm okay
Till' I'm not, not dead

Blur my vision
Don't pray for me, I've lost my mind
One way conversations as I battle thoughts of
I'm sorry

Mind numb, mind numb, mind numb, mind numb
Contemplation, desperation, cold heart stopping, leave my body
Mind numb, mind numb, mind numb, mind numb