Down this hall is a room I don't let anybody in
I'm emotionally scared to let someone find the entrance
See the real me and decide to walk away
You'll have a chance to open other doors
But this door sealed tight
I'm locked in here with no intentions of coming out
So when you decide to walk away and leave me
I'll have no one else to blame but myself
I chose to shut the world out not because it's solving it all
I chose to do this because I felt it was safer for myself
But I've come to realize I'm not the only thing living in here
I've had fear, anger, rejection and abandonment very near
It seems like those things that made me build this home
Are the exact same things that won't leave me alone
I have the choice to open up the door and try to escape
Or let fear take over again
I've had fear, anger, rejection, very near