Point Break - Walking Away Lyrics

As I enter this room, I feel the weight on my back
From all those empty promises of you coming back
I've heard it so many times that I lost all faith
Yet I still blame myself and I'm full of regrets
I know that I should have called
And begged for you to come back home
But you left with this man and you left me all alone
Had to find a way to make it on my own
I wondered these streets with nowhere to go
Had to try and find a place to feel at home
Yet while I was alone and struggling
You were out there living your best of dreams
You come back two years later and try to explain
The reasons why you left as if it was okay
You don't understand the damage this did
If you of all people can walk away
Then what should I ever expect
The actions that you took
Will forever live in me
I will push everyone away that I can see
And time after time that I've locked this door
It always ends up wide open
Almost as if my conscience won't let it be
So I just drown myself in this memory