Pointless Aesthetics - The Sun Reaches Lyrics

It's the floor I'm reaching for, I stand beneath the surface
Can't contain all my pain, the air that I breathe is burdened
It seems that in my dreams I take more than I can carry
Mentally and physically, and that's why my body is buried

I don't know if I can live like that
I don't like where I am at
One moment in my headspace
And I'm already afraid

The sun reaches down and all that's left are the rain clouds
A darkness looms a sign that the day's giving up soon
I wait for morning to come to witness the rising sun
And watch as colours dance and give this new day a new chance

I scan over Lacan, "love is a giving of lacks"
There's truth to this sleuth... I gave but I got nothing back
She see's it in me, everything I was trying to show
It's safer this way, so much intrigue and dying to know

I don't know if I can live like that
I don't like where I am at
One moment in my headspace
And I'm already afraid

The sun reaches down and all that's left are the rain clouds
A darkness looms a sign that the day's giving up soon
I wait for morning to come to witness the rising sun
And watch as colours dance and give this new day a new chance

I don't know how I can be any clearer
I'm not myself when I look in the mirror
I tell myself things will be okay
The same lie for a new day
The sun reaches but I keep my head down
I don't know how to look up now
I tell myself thing's will be okay
The same lie for a new day

The sun reaches down and all that's left are the rain clouds
A darkness looms a sign that the day's giving up soon
I wait for morning to come to witness the rising sun
And watch as colours dance and give this new day a new chance