Pokafase - You Made Me Lyrics

I'm only what you made me
Just mommy's little baby
I just took what you all gave me
And that was just enough to drive me crazy
Dear mom my sack's near gone
Got an empty stomach i poured flat beer on
Or it would be empty if life hadn't tempted me
To these three pill refills
Dont worry the slug in this piece will
Kill me before the drug induced sleep will
If not the hot shots of vodka i dropped
Right before i popped my locker
See my life-long
Dream is to have a life long after these pipe bombs
I can see the face of the jocks
And the kid with braces out of place cause he's not
Teachers with countless speeches
Each of these counselors preaching
He wont amount to even
Even? the score bitch get on the floor it's
My turn it's about to get morbid
Listen! you better not talk with permission
How long did you think i'd give up my lunch
And get punched while my drink gets pissed in
And they knock my books out of my hands ma...
And make jokes about dad and grandma
So when i throw this grenade i got from Mcvay
I'm hoping its the right damn one it lands on
I'm only what you made me
Just mommy's little baby
I just took what you all gave me
And that was just enough to drive me crazy
Get a clear look at my yearbook
I took a sharpie and marked the ones who wouldn't give back my car keys
Her knowing about my crush
Had my love letters just throwing them out the bus
He'll put any ol' f*cked up thing to say
In front of my name to day
And god forbid there's a game to play the guys get to rough
And i didnt even do nothing
My eyes are getting heavy i gotta keep em open though
For the first one to joke about my overcoat
And when he does i'm gonna open so loud an long
Ain't no body left to hold his clothes
Huh?!? who's laughing now take this round and pass it down
Come here you bastard now get the f*ck up there and get my glasses down
That's what i plan to say
If i can keep swat at bay like mandalay
The analogy i learned that in english class
In about an hour you'll have to extinguish that
Victims of a fiendish act caught between the tracks
Of a train of thought that sixteen and strapped
A sick scheme perhaps fixing a trap
All because of the shit kids sing in back
Of the class while im minding my business
Don't ask me why i'm designing a hit list
You muthaf*ckas try finding a witness
It'll take about the same amount of time to forget this
I'm only what you made me
Just mommy's little baby
I just took what you all gave me
And that was just enough to drive me crazy
Or is it me that's
The crazy one or you 'cause you can't see that
My mind is ina place it shouldn't be at
I took your lack of action and chose to react
Chose to react
When it's all said and done
I'ma be head to gun i refuse to negotiate
Nor do i hesitate
They'll kill me anyway so why am i supposed to wait
For this to detonate
How many bombs close to eight provided there's no mistakes
This last one i'll dedicate
To those who hate those who hate those who came out and chose today
Those who look at him and call him too smart
Throw the book at him cause his skin's too dark
The one's burning weed
Laughing at the short bus with the same damn learning speed
I'm serious im not bluffing you through this
Mom the bomb it had nothing to do with
The music i grooved with learning to use and diffuse it
The crudest is still just amusing
It's not in proportion to
The tube or the rumors it distorts your view
Of reality so what if every show or two
Somebody's getting rich or screwed or torn in two
It's not the men you're groping on
Or the little glass pipe the you smoke alone
In our broken home
Like i dont see whats going on
With or without bifocals on
It's clear to me what's missing
You're hearing me but don't listen twisting
Up the last of my sack
Signed sincerely Mr. Made-My-Decision
I'm only what you made me
Just mommy's little baby
I just took what you all gave me
And that was just enough to drive me crazy
Or is it me that's
The crazy one or you 'cause you can't see that
My mind is in a place it shouldn't be at
I took your lack of action and chose to react
Chose to react