Oh time alone
Once birthed abundant sounds
In these hours I wait for humankind
And deeply I desire a soft hand
Resting on my neck
I'm in a strangers arms and they are within mine
Behind closed eyes
And I wake with a smile
I'm not dragged
By some shepherd on a hill
Yet at the toe of every village I'm someone else
I was meant to
Cherish all my moons
And not abstract the sun I deviated from
My love
Oh sweet carrot on a stick
All knowing chariot I spin
Like I am dancing through the night
I can not shake these dreams I fight
There is one on the shelf
A shadow of my younger self
And in it I am deviant
And dangerous and evil
How perverted and ugly a soul
He's trying to reel me back inside my dreams
Oh I dive in
But I'm drier than bone
In this hour
I can not be alone
Oh sweet dreams are for the children
And those who won't need to be forgiven
Yeah
I die quick
My whole system explodes
Overcharged by lights
A total overload
I see life
And I choose an unpaved road
And cut my teeth
On useless sticks and stones
Oh sweet words can break my bones
Movements wound me
And my tone is getting grim
All I ever want
Is a large bouquet of hearts in orbit
Comfortable organs
And for my stinging love to be known
So I can stare into the dark as a ghost
Getting closer
Until you squint and see a smile that isn't there
But that's more true than the sunrise
The greater truth in my lies
But will the ghosts appear when everything is in place
I'm waiting for my head to break
Waiting for my head to break
How ironic
It's me all along
I'm pushing the cart i pull
And that's okay