Polar Lenny - 1 am Lyrics

It's one AM
I'm staring at the ceiling, too f*cked up
It's a Friday
I've had a long day, just done
I've been locked up for so long
But sometimes it gets lonely
I need some company
Don't care if they gon' do me wrong
Yesterday I went insane
Wrote an album in a day
Just to throw it all away
(I threw all of it away)
Tonight I'm back to my old ways
I'm alone and I'm wasted
I should stay away from you
But f*ck it, bae
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I know you down, but I probably shouldn't call now
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I'm still up, girl, f*ck it I'ma call now
Ever since a kid, they said I got a way with words
But I just speak on what I did and not on what I heard
My whole life is in this music, I don't make it up
My brodie crashed the coupe, I'm grateful that he's still with us
But he's back on the road
He ain't never gon' fold
Reminds me to go stronger
F*ck a 9 to 5
I've been working 5 to 9, that's right, huh
I'm in my goat era
Feel like my beats all turn to gold, yeah
That's the reason why
Y'all haven't seen me in a while
But sometimes, I still get in my head and start to wonder
If anyone would give a f*ck if I was 6 feet under
If all of this will ever pay off, is it all for nothing
That's when I grab my phone and do what I told myself not to
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I know you down, but I probably shouldn't call now
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I'm still up, girl, f*ck it I'ma call now
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I know you down, but I probably shouldn't call now
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I'm still up, girl, f*ck it I'ma call now
I have to stop lying to myself
I'm proud, I'm doing well
But pride feels like the enemy
It holds me back right now
I say I don't need help
But I'm always going back
To the ones who make a fool of me
Or do I fool myself
(Hey, yeah)
(Fool myself, hey)
(Do I fool myself, hey, yeah)
(Tell me, tell me now)
(Hey, yeah)
(Fool myself, hey)
(Do I fool myself, hey, yeah)
(Tell me, tell me now)
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I know you down, but I probably shouldn't call now
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I'm still up, girl, f*ck it I'ma call now
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I know you down, but I probably shouldn't call now
I'm still up, so are you down
(I'm still up, so are you down)
I'm still up, girl, f*ck it I'ma call now
(F*ck it, I'ma call now)