polearm - drown Lyrics

I swore on the accident
Nothing even happened
You still got really mad
Cause my poor judgement had lapsed

You locked yourself away
Why can't I tell you I'm sorry
I would just brush that shit off
I would tell you it's okay
Instead of taking at face
You only pushed me away
I'm sitting alone in wait
That's how we started our day

And what goes up
Must come down
And everything you say comes back around
I took a flight to see another town
I'm only praying that I make it back to solid ground
It's so amazing how you hold me down
Better than anyone I ever found
I ripped the plastic but to you I'm bound
They let me go, then they watched me drown

But I swore on the accident
Nothing even happened
You still got really mad
I'm only trying my best

And now it's getting worse
But I'm in the pocket, let's get back to work
They're dropping bands and they still never learn
I'm getting money while it's hell on earth

Still everyday feels like I'm f*cking up
Or not doing enough
But every night I still try
For you I'm changing my life
Weekends I lose my grip
Weekdays I fight the itch
I guess I'm back in that mode

Last night I drank and felt great
Today I feel broke and low
This week might leave me so angry
From another month taking blows
Cause everyday I need progress
Or I just go to bed sore
My brain's been running on empty cause emotion leaves me bored

But I swore on the accident
Nothing even happened
You still got really mad
Cause my poor judgement had lapsed
Instead of taking at face
You only pushed me away
I'm sitting alone in wait
That's how we started our day

And what goes up
Must come down
And everything you say comes back around
I took a flight to see another town
I'm only praying that I make it back to solid ground

It's so amazing how you hold me down
Better than anyone I ever found
I ripped the plastic, but to you I'm bound
They let me go, and then they watched me drown