Polytrauma - Silhouette Lyrics

Every day spent looking past that window frame where we once lived
How naive I was to think nothing of this image that would forever reside in my head
I took for granted those many moments of companionship I still yearn for
Passion for someone else eating away at my soul made the impact of those moments at the time seem lessened
Distance and avoidance of that house in which we were once caged
Hasn't made it easier to drive by knowing you won't see me on the other side of that window frame
Still to this day I dream of your silhouette
In that window frame
Only to extend my hand, wake up and realize
It was that same nightmare once again
Still every night I wonder why
All those months and years went by
When you couldn't see your face, that look in your eyes
Or even take a chance to say goodbye
Your silhouette still haunts me to this very day
Even though the last time I saw it seems so far away
I still dream about standing on that road you loved
Staring at you in that house, waiting for me to approach
Another day goes by where I wished we'd had more time
Not a tear goes dry without you on my mind
I wish I hadn't been so blind
I wish you were still alive
But now you're gone and all I'm left with
Is this f*cking shell of who I used to be
I always thought I would see this through to the end with you
I'm sorry you were left waiting for me
Still to this day I dream of your silhouette
In that window frame
Only to extend my hand, wake up and realize
It was that same nightmare once again
Still every night I wonder why
All those months and years went by
When you couldn't see your face, that look in your eyes
Or even take a chance to say goodbye
(It never really set in for me how much you meant)
(Until it was too late, until you were in the clouds so far away)
(I never really took the time to show you how much you meant to me)
(I hope you knew, I hope you could see underneath)
It never really set in for me how much you meant
Until it was too late, until you were in the clouds so far away
I never really took the time to show you how much you meant to me
I hope you knew, I hope you could see underneath
Still to this day I dream of your silhouette
In that window frame
Only to extend my hand, wake up and realize
It was that same nightmare once again
Still every night I wonder why
All those months and years went by
When you couldn't see your face, that look in your eyes
Or even take a chance to say goodbye
Still
I dream
Of your silhouette
In that window frame
Still
Every night
I wonder why
I never took a chance to say goodbye
Now you're gone and all I'm left with
Is this f*cking shell of who I used to be
I always thought I would see this through to the end with you
I'm sorry you were left waiting for me
I
Want
I want you back
I just want you back