POORBOY. - i've been lost for too long Lyrics

Heartbrxke what
Heartbrxke what
It's heartbrxke forever
Heartbrxke forever

I been feeling alone on this Earth
Counting my worth
Bitch I ran up the check
I been stacking my bands now I'm just praying I'm stacking respect
Praying that my shit get better
Writing my letter
I been running bitches but I ain't no f*cking Hefner
Playboy Bunny with the drip
Yung Pimpin' in the whip
Suicide all on my wrist
Oxy crushed up then I sniff
Wash it down red Gatorade
Feeling sober Bradi fade
Wash away another day
Clock ticking I'm afraid
When I'm laying in the grave
Sit up shotty in your face
Sit down Shawty on my face
Bust a nut then do a race
Like I'm f*cking Tay-K, aye
Shawty say she gay
But she taking dick I lay
Let me cut up with the blade
I been icy, lemonade
Keeping yayo in my brain
I been going insane

In the membrane
For a damn chain
And a damn name
Numb my damn pain

Hold up, Hold up

Everybody wanna talk about what I got
Not how I rot when I'm in my spot
Bitch It's heartbrxke forever and I ain't ever gonna stop
Together forever that's the shit that I rock
When I'm all alone scrolling on my phone
And my heart so cold
Man these drugs control all that I hold
And the cup I'm sippin out of like two weeks old
Like it's 2003 ain't nobody seeing me
'Til I pull up in the Beam
All the bitches loving me
Got an ounce she smoke for free
And she loving all my weed, packing heat
Strap on me like a goddamn dyke
I been taking flights coming back another night
When I'm gone please hold me tight 'fore I fade out like a light
I be gone in an instant ain't nobody notice I'm missing
Ain't nobody notice I'm missing bitch