Poppy Tears - I've been sober a year Lyrics

And I saw you waiting there
The fear it filled your eyes
And I've been sober a year
And I still lose track of time
If I were to change my ways
Would you be more than memory
Told me I wasted my days
And what you want I could never be
We sat inside a Stockholm restaurant
Of course at an uneven table
I placed a piece of paper under the leg
But you told me I'm not stable
Oh she wants stability, love and simplicity her pretty eyes had me torn
Yeh the timing was killing me far from sobriety and it's she was asking for
So when you'd had enough and left me for good it hurt more than I ever thought it could
The guilt and the shame throwing something away that for once made this world make sense
And I saw you waiting there
The fear it filled your eyes
And I've been sober a year
And still lose track of time