In all honesty I think you know where I'd rather be
She hmu said I'd be a star
I'd hit her back but I fall apart
Try understand what's in my heart
Painted black like it's who you are
These coping mechanisms
Tryna break out of my prison
Tryna manifest a vision
But these chemical divisions break it down
If I could just work it out
Expel my brain of all the doubt
Silence voices when they shout
Allow myself to choose the route
Just take control for once I know
Just take control for once I know
In all honesty I think you know where I'd rather be
In all honesty I think you know where I'd rather be
She hmu said I'd be a star
And I'd hit her back but I'm falling apart
Just try understand what's in my heart
It's been painted black like it's who you are
These coping mechanisms
Tryna break out of my prison
Tryna manifest a vision
But these chemical divisions break me down
Break me down
Break me down
Break me down
Break me down