There's not a time that I dont try hard
There's not a day that I don't blame myself
For keeping the same friends and never stay
Where I'm supposed to be or just somewhere else
There's always something that I didn't see coming
There's not a day that I don't pray for rain
Because I am more afraid of the ones who serve
And I'm more interested in just leave this place
There's actually no other time when we can talk like this
Oh, so you actually enjoy being surrounded by s**t
And think calling me cutie will always work on me?
Well, that's just one way to say it but im pretty sure I'm not wrong
No, you are not
And maybe sometimes I deserve less
Maybe sometimes I'm the one to blame
But sorry, sometimes I just can't pretend
Like everything's ok and it doesn't need to change
Most of the time we contradict ourselves
We take the prize yet we never do the task
Will we ever understand what's worth waiting for?
Will we ever focus in what we need more?