The Post Traumatic - Alabama Blues Lyrics

I stepped off the train in the hypothetical part of my mind
I never knew imaginary confidence was so hard to find
I've gone red, I've gone numb, oh God, I've gone blind
But I don't think we can make it work this time

I sped down 22 just to get to you then I turned around
And I can't tell you all of the different excuses and reasons I've found
Now I'm wasted from the buzz I was chasing when I drank a case of you
Night or day, come what may, I've got the Alabama blues

Back in reality there's a cavity that you left behind
Haven't you noticed, it's so hard to focus when you're a part of my mind
Let's go back to the beginning I'm drowning inside these thoughts of mine
Can't you remember why you loved me the first time

I sped down 22 just to get to you then I turned around
And I can't tell you all of the different excuses and reasons I've found
Now I'm wasted from the buzz I was chasing when I drank a case of you
Night or day, come what may, I've got the Alabama blues

This irreversible mess has me stressed and I'm wondering how I got in this far
How can a moment in time play these tricks on my mind and still leave me scarred
I'm wishing I may and I'm wishing I might be able to just move on
Yet here I sit in my living room, writing this song
So sing along

I sped down 22 just to get to you then I turned around
And I can't tell you all of the different excuses and reasons I've found
Now I'm wasted from the buzz I was chasing when I drank a case of you
Night or day, come what may, I've got the Alabama blues