Postpwnd - Wasting Away Lyrics

Stale taste of smoke and vodka on my breath
Heart pounding, hands shakin, feeling like death
Again and again i do this to myself
Locked in my own prison with the key on the shelf
Wasting away
Alone while no one can stand to watch
Wasting away
Starving my spirit, the belt tightens another notch
A shell of a man that a used to be
Blame it on everyone but the problem is me
Look at how well their grass grows
Admiring theirs yet i dont water my own
Wasting away
Alone while no one can stand to watch
Wasting away
Starving my spirit, the belt tightens another notch
Why do i do this
I Don't deserve this
I didnt choose this
I can't f*cking stop
I won't be a burden
Just leave me alone
You don't have to watch
If im always at home
Waking up in the ICU
2 Week long coma medically induced
You were so close to the end
Just another thing you failed at my friend
Wasting away
Alone while no one can stand to watch
Wasting away
Starving my spirit, the belt tightens another notch
Wasting Away
A second chance to start again
Wasting away
If it doesnt work out we'll refund your misery in the end