He told me to keep it positive
These Demons I keep Bottled In
I Nodded Quick
But this juice and the gin man it just kicked in, AYE
Dad's at the "end of his rope"
Time in my life when I need you the most
I was kicked at the road
Looking for a way to just cope
Now I'm just loosing all hope
And you left me alone
I ain't never coming back home
Been livin' with my bro
Hop up in the G6 the first time I ever drove
Ain't nobody picture perfect
Man this world just keeps on turning
All these dollars that I'm earning
Balling like I'm Richard Sherman
Student of the game
Puffin on that mary jane
We play the game don't play It safe
Just bump that shit with a 808 OK!
He told me to keep it positive
These Demons I keep Bottled In
I Nodded Quick
But this juice and the gin man it just kicked in, AYE
Man I'm loosing my mind
Tell my momma I'm doing just fine
Sat in my room and cried, why?
Police choosing a side
But now we parted ways
Those were some of my darkest days
Writing raps over the winter break
Cloud it all over with a purple haze, it's gonna be ok
Cause I'm staring at the clouds
Hoping my nanny is looking down and she's proud
Took some courage now I'm rapping aloud
I use to want to go out, but I wasn't allowed
And When I tried to what's best for me
Got kicked out the house
He told me to keep it positive
These Demons I keep Bottled In
I Nodded Quick
But this juice and the gin man it just kicked in, AYE
Chillin' with my brethren
Parents split when I was eleven
Learning life's lessons while I'm living with depression
All these problems got me stressing
I'm in need of some direction
Close to leaving adolescence
Wouldn't believe how time is precious
Turning Doubters to believers
Look at the ground there's f*cking needles
Man, this town is full of tweakers
And f*ck all them teachers who said I wouldn't be shit
Gotta lotta things that are bottled In
Living this life that's full of sins
Hope my guardian angel is looking down as she spread's her wings
He told me to keep it positive
These Demons I keep Bottled In
I Nodded Quick
But this juice and the gin man it just kicked in, AYE