prazdniny - overfocused Lyrics

Sometimes I wanna keep on going but then I realize
This shit ain't good for me and I'm agonized
I've been driving in this lane for a year or so
I was thrown in at the deep end but I'm holding on
And I feel like all my issues always wait me out
To hit me right after I tell my shrink I'm fine
Then you come to me with the feelings with the heat
I can't stop grinding my teeth there's some shit right underneath
It's like you haven't seen the best of me
It's like you haven't seen the best of me yet
Though I'm searching for your sympathy
Don't you ever underestimate the kid who seem defeated baby
Sometimes I wanna make it stop
To make sure that you're really not the drop-dead gorgeous
That you claim to be that you're supposed to be
That I heard so much about but it's so hard to see
And you heard my notes how to communicate
And how tired I've been I had to rest my brain
Sometimes I wanna make it stop
But then I want to keep the record spinning on
And I can't explain
Where did you get my name
How did you come up with the story
What's worth the pain
What is good enough
To seize a fragment of your glory
Just a kid with a broken mind overfocused
Playing with people's hearts
I'd do the same
No I would never
Because that's not what the rest would do
It's like you haven't seen the best of me
It's like you haven't seen the best of me yet
It's like you haven't seen the best of me
It's like you haven't seen the best of me yet
Though I'm searching for your sympathy
Don't you ever underestimate the kid who seem defeated baby
And I can't explain
Where did you get my name
How did you come up with the story
What's worth the pain
What is good enough
To seize a fragment of your glory
Just a kid with a broken mind overfocused
Playing with people's hearts
I'd do the same
No I would never
Because that's not what the rest would do