I got a lot on my mind
Right now
But I rather be silent
Don't hit no strings
When you play
At ya neck
I ain't talking no violin (violence)
I found my peace
When had you
When it left
Some my ways
Turned more childish
I gotta alot on my plate right now
I just wish I ain't pile it
Give me my space
But space don't got no room
For mistakes
Things I hate
When people love so strong then it break
Like Why it take
So much pain to break
I done loved so many people
In my life
That walked away
Or I done moved so many people
From my love
But ain't shit change
They might ask me many questions
Like how could you stay the same
I remain
Why would I change?
If the love I give is real
And not fake
I can't hate
Even space
Got me thinking
Bout the things we can change
For our fate
I'm just wishing that
This feeling that we feel
Was called love
Instead of hate
I'm just wishing that this thing we call regret was switched to thanks
Like I said In regrets
I just wish you would feel safe!
Like a bank
Keep my money in the vault
Comparisons for love
That we kept safe and never talked
That's comparisons for problems
That we had
If ain't move on
Even tho sometimes I'm wrong
I won't point fingers to your lawn
I just wish we cut the grass
But them snakes was in our lawn
I just wish our fights would pass
Cus I thought we would go on
Now I'm drinking out the flask
Tryn forget all of my wrongs
Doing shit I know is wrong
But sometimes my brain feel gone
Only feel the peace I bring
When I put pain in these songs
I got pictures on my cloud
When I see them I get down
When I wake I need some weed
Cus when I dream you bring me down
I just wish that we could speak
About our differences and lounge
But instead, I feel my heart
Would hit the ground if you around
One of the reasons I left town
Cus you don't care if I'm around
I want do better for myself
But if I'm here I can't be found
You got me lost
But before
I had met you
I had a crown
Had my potion like I'm Bobby
No bouche I lay it down
(Outro)
See when I met you every day was sunny
Even when it rained, it was only so the sun could shine brighter my goal was always to grow wiser and see your smile turn brighter, but when you left, the burden of pain got heavier instead of lighter, and clouds of pain or, as I would say, rain showered over me day after day until I no longer felt the same. Not knowing after would shine in a beautiful way - PREDDIE