Pregame Rituals - Cement Lyrics

I'm still here
But that sheer fear
Swallowed me whole
Left no shadow
It's been clear
And sincere
Let me be me
Know that I need a chance to feel free
It's been a long time now
That I've dragged these limbs around
With true faith no longer found
My brains been freaking out
I need a chance to feel free
It was so alone
With your heart closed
Memorabilia, I can't feel ya
I can't steer this ship clear
Gasping to breath
Know that I need a chance to feel free
It's been a long time now
That I've dragged these limbs around
With true faith no longer found
My brains been freaking out
When will I find rest?
Greet my ego death, have my heart reset
I'm sick of making my whole life
Some unwanted mess
That the ones I love have to deal with
Cold and dark absence
Grips me by the wrist
Casting me gaunt and unforsaken
Making my whole life
Some unwanted mess
That the ones I love have to deal with
This won't end
Flagrant words you said
Lay these hands to rest
It's been a long time now
That I've dragged these limbs around
With true faith no longer found
My brains been freaking out
I need a chance to feel free
Free