Pre.S - So Misunderstood Lyrics

I hop in my car each day and drive around
And think about my life and how I feel it falling down
I'm so misunderstood, these people think they know the real me
They judge and judge, their misconception's off so bad, it kills me
Like something's up with Preston, I think I'll abuse his name
I hate his music, all he raps about is hurt and pain
I hear it all, it's always things I wish that I could change
Instead, I just sit back and listen to it everyday
Late at night, I think about it all the time
The fight between the good and bad destroys my mind
I always question things within myself, like why am I
So misunderstood, so misunderstood
All I wanted was for them to notice me
I shut my eyes to all the things that I'm supposed to see
But that's okay, because deep down, I know I'll always be
So misunderstood, so misunderstood
And I do my very best to make the family proud
But I can't help but feel like all I do is let them down
They say they're disappointed with me, that hurts the most
Coming from the only two people with who I'm close
People see me smile, always thinking I'm okay
When really, I'm still stuck on my best friend who's in the grave
Things go wrong, at least I say I did all that I could
But they don't care, I'm still misunderstood
Late at night, I think about it all the time
The fight between the good and bad destroys my mind
I always question things within myself, like why am I
So misunderstood, so misunderstood
All I wanted was for them to notice me
I shut my eyes to all the things that I'm supposed to see
But that's okay, because deep down, I know I'll always be
So misunderstood, so misunderstood
Lately, I've been thinking what's the difference 'tween
The current me and younger me, don't see em differently
And older me, if you can hear this, hope you're listening
I made mistakes so you don't have to
So misunderstood, I think I might pack up and go
And keep my secrets, making sure that almost no one knows
So older me, if you can hear this, hope you're taking notes
They'll probably never understand you
Late at night, I think about it all the time
The fight between the good and bad destroys my mind
I always question things within myself, like why am I
So misunderstood, so misunderstood
All I wanted was for them to notice me
I shut my eyes to all the things that I'm supposed to see
But that's okay, because deep down, I know I'll always be
So misunderstood, so misunderstood
Late at night, I think about it all the time
The fight between the good and bad destroys my mind
I always question things within myself, like why am I
So misunderstood, so misunderstood
All I wanted was for them to notice me
I shut my eyes to all the things that I'm supposed to see
But that's okay, because deep down, I know I'll always be
So misunderstood, so misunderstood