Preslee Heppler - no going back Lyrics

If I had met you for the first time
Maybe I'd have a chance
We've got a few years behind us
And I wouldn't change
The times that we've had
But I fear there's no going back for me

You said things wouldn't be different
So why don't you treat me the same
Don't need to take time to love you
'cause when you kissed me
A switch flipped in my brain
And you said nothing else could happen
So we could go back to the way things were

Is it wrong that I wish
You knew that you hurt me
I told all our friends
What I love about you
And you're my dad's favorite
But it's not like you need
That ego boost

They say that grief is just love
With no place to go (no where to go)
The hole in your heart
It comes from not letting go (not letting go)
But I promise it isn't that simple
And I'm waiting on you
To just let me know

You used to drive by my house
All of the time
You'd pull up next to my car
Just to say hi
Saying hi would take like an hour
An hour and an update on your life
But now
I wanna send (I wanna send)
That desperate text (desperate text)
Begging you to change your mind

Wish I could meet you for the first time
So maybe I'd have a chance
We got a few years behind us
And I wouldn't trade the time that we had
But I fear there's no going back