I'm a goth boy just chillin' in his castle
Don't worry baby I'm leaving won't be a hastle
I know sometimes I can really be a asshole
For real
For real
You know how I feel
You know what I deal with
Don't tell me it's not real
Time rolling slow
Time to take another pill
Will you ever love me
No I don't think you will
Ain't got no more will power
I think it's time to end it all with another pill
For real
For real
You know how I feel
You know what I deal with
Don't tell me it's not real
You know how I feel
You know what I deal with
Don't tell me it's not real
I been f*cking up
I don't always do my best now
Bleeding out my chest now
Can't get any rest and
You're still in my head
Every second of the day
Why'd you have to steal my soul
I just wanna run away
You know how I feel
You know what I deal with
Second-hand thoughts
And you don't wanna hear it
You know how I feel
You know what I deal with
Surrounded by darkness
You don't wanna see it
My wounds are too deep
And you don't want to feel them
For real
You know how I feel
You know what I deal with
Don't tell me it's not real
You know how I feel
You know what I deal with
Don't tell me it's not real
I'm a goth boy just chillin' in his castle
Don't worry baby I'm leaving won't be a hastle
I know sometimes I can really be a asshole
For real
For real
Time to take my medicine
So I don't have to feel
A thing
Ice on my ring
Ice on my wrist
Never knew it would come down to this
I think it's time to end it all
For real
For real
For real
For real
For real
For real