and iÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂàreally like to be there. to touch your life. but i know that youÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂîe decieving. for all the times that i couldnÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂð make sense of my life. sometimes thereÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂï no sense in reason. i know you hold a heart of gold in all we had. but here i stand so frustrated. you can not bring back the friends we had. and iÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂàreally like to be there. but itÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂï not right. we just canÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂð go make believing. for all the times that i couldnÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂð make sense of my life. sometimes thereÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂï no sense in reason. with what it could be like. if you were there. with what it could be like. if you know how. if youÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂàknow that weÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂæÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂÃÂîe the same.