Primordial State - Luminescence Lyrics

I'm back in the ether
About to overleap
Of a relapse or insomnia?

I'm nearly back from the brimstone
The fire and despair, but yet
A bane still emerges
Even though the past I forswear
I'm nearly done with your sorrows
Forgetting what you said
Though I'm about to fade, your words
Still find their way into my head

Open your eyes
You won't make sense of the visions

Faded shadows, hear my words and say
Are you about to come alive?
Bear witness, I begin to lose my grip
On sanity and enter overdrive
An abhorrent sleep paralysis
Would actually feel quite welcome now
Cause all the thoughts, and doubt inside my head
A misery, and what I must surpass somehow

My thoughts are keeping me away
From entering
The next stage where I'll see more clearly
A farewell note to despair and hatred
I leave you behind
Yours, Sincerely

And then I'm high
A different plane 'fore I count down to three
On the horizon's a calm luminescence
My rapid eye moves too fast I can't see
The path to the place where I'm free
The safe haven where I need to be

I'm back but I'm barely here
I hear but I pay no mind
I fight but I'm losing
I want to leave this behind
Lamentation and anguish
No longer have to keep me down
Gratitude for the memories, you
Have to swim or you'll drown

Don't open your eyes
Try making sense of the visions
You realize now that you're
Starting to fade away

And then I'm high
A different plane 'fore I count down to three
On the horizon's a calm luminescence
My rapid eye moves too fast I can't see
The path to the place where I'm free

I'm exactly where I need to be
To finally see
What the past has done
To what used to be me

How can you call it a cycle
If the circle ain't complete?
There's a need to go deeper
But must I declare defeat?
I'm done with the sorrow
Lying awake at night
Your words are wind
You've lost your grip, I will get out
I will stand and fight

A bad case of insomnia?
A relapse or redemption for me?
Can finally see, that I'm free
I close my eyes, as I count to three

A relapse or redemption
Moving towards the glow
A release and exemption
Of suffering and woe

A bad case of insomnia?
Making sense of the visions
No more vague indecisions
No relapse but redemption

I'm finally back in the ether
A calmness in the deep
No relapse but redemption
As I go back to