It's the only escape
Paranoia is creeping up on me
I live all alone in a place
Haunted by memories
Please don't ever repeat that name again
Now it's my turn to take
For granted a philosophy rooted in keeping
What you shouldn't break
There's nothing to explain
You should never expect to breathe again
St Helena is caught in the rain
And I'm drowning in puddles that I could have drained
Trying to breathe but I'm gasping in vain
No one hears what I'm feeling here
Oh what a shame
Watching over the lake
Filled with promises precipitating
From everything I yearned to make
From its negligent streams
Flows abandonment. Dreams, this is the end