PROD.by.MDWhite - Head on Fire Lyrics

Feels like a storm cloud hangin' low
Thoughts like thunder nowhere to go
Smilin' at strangers but hollow inside
Playin' the part but nowhere to hide
Yeah I try to breathe try to stand tall
But every step feels like a fall
I'm walkin' on a wire heartbeat's thin
Caught in the waves tryna swim

It's my head on fire anxiety's callin'
Losin' my hold as I keep fallin'
Every breath feels like a fight
In the shadows no end in sight
I'm a spark in the rain caught in the tide
Anxiety whispers nowhere to hide


Doctor says talk it out "take it slow"
But he doesn't see the depths below
This smile's a cover a shell that I wear
You think you know me but you're not there
Each word I speak just echoes back
Caught in the silence under attack
The world spins fast my feet don't touch
I'm losing control it's all too much


It's my head on fire anxiety's callin'
Losin' my hold as I keep fallin'
Every breath feels like a fight
In the shadows no end in sight
I'm a spark in the rain caught in the tide
Anxiety whispers nowhere to hide


I'm haunted by shadows that don't belong
Voices that echo a ghostly song
Memories surface like ghosts in the night
They claw at my peace turn dark into light
Each step's a whisper each breath's a strain
Carrying battles I can't explain
I see faces in mirrors worn and frayed
Reflections of demons I thought I'd slayed
I'm a fortress crumbling brick by brick
Can't shake this weight it's pullin' me quick


I'm a house with broken windows
A match burning slow
Each day I rebuild then it crumbles below
I'm reachin' for calm in a storm that won't end
The silence a comfort but never a friend


It's my head on fire anxiety's callin'
Losin' my hold as I keep fallin'
Every breath feels like a fight
In the shadows no end in sight
I'm a spark in the rain caught in the tide
Anxiety whispers nowhere to hide


So here I stand with a smile I defend
In a world that doesn't see how the cracks descend
If you look close you'll see the fight
A heart on fire lost in the night
Just tryna hold on just tryna survive
In a world where I'm burned but still alive