It seems
Like nothing wants me to be
Everything
Takes so much out of me
No sleep
So how can i have a dream
I'm deep
In a whole i dug
I'll learn from my mistakes if they don't kill me first
My black hairs turning grey and i feel like dirt
I don't think there's a way to heal my hurt
And i don't know what to say cause words don't work
I'm weak
I'm not who i thought i was
Too high
Maybe i caught a buzz
Of myself
And ended up in the mud
Ego
Is a deadly drug
I'll learn from my mistakes if they don't kill me first
My black hairs turning grey and i feel like dirt
I don't think there's a way to heal my hurt
And i don't know what to say cause words don't work
You don't
Realize what you've got
Too busy
Being someone you're not
Too many
Taking their souls for granted
This earth
Is a miserable little planet
I'll learn from my mistakes if they don't kill me first
My black hairs turning grey and i feel like dirt
I don't think there's a way to heal my hurt
And i don't know what to say cause words don't work