Product of Pain - Nothing Lyrics

Been there, I've f*cked up, you stuck in my mind
And now I am mentally forced to commit suicide
I do not feel anything cuz I'm dissociating
I'm proved that the longer I'm living my life
Longer I breathe, longer I fight, I see my friends dying left and then right
Things that I feared the most, now've come to light
Guess it means now I'mma die
Maybe I'll lock myself in for my own f*cking safety
And have someone to then check up on my psyche
I cannot even be loved cuz I'm toxic, I'm ugly
These bitches they say that I'm childish
And sadly I feel like I'm better than everyone else
Frankly, I wanna be somebody else
So that I can be taken away from this personal hell
Don't leave me, don't leave me, but gimme your hickeys, I need your affection
Do not let me deal with your lustful objections, confession
Baby you're my only connection
Now I'mma be disregarded through the natural selection
Your honor I have an objection, I'm toxic cuz this is for my own protection
Can't handle or process all this information
Ay
Let's go f*ckin' dance
Pop a Xanax til you crash
My head upon your lap,
Talk about your life til we turn to ash
Yah
Let's go f*ckin' dance
Pop a Xanax til you crash
My head upon your lap
Talk about your life til we turn to ash
Yah
Warmed by the sunlight, warm showers and the warmth from my bed
Is the only, warmth that I'll get
Although I cannot complain cuz this thing is a luxury
Love is a tragedy, tis da inflicter of agony, causer of casualties
It was the reason I had my anxiety, I've been deprived of this thankfully
Heart turned to rock and now I just feel apathy
Then you come back and you say that you love me
No, no, no, no what an irony, you're just talkin' to a husk
I've been dead all along
Then you dare have the audacity, say I'm a freak
One you refer to is one you created, the product of pain
Got'em buried deep like my engravings
Dead I will roam like I'm lost when I'm wandering earth
When I will die, I will take to the sky and abandon this greedy old mind
But before I go
Let's go f*ckin' dance
Pop a Xanax til you crash
My head upon your lap
Talk about your life til we turn to ash
Yah
Let's go f*ckin' dance
Pop a Xanax til you crash
My head upon your lap