Prof. Macc & Boy Rico - Remedy Lyrics

I'm sick, I got no remedy
I'm losing all my melody
I'm tryna lose this memory
I'm tryna lose this memory
I'm sick, I got no remedy
I'm losing all my melody
I'm tryna lose this memory
I'm tryna lose this memory

Inhibitions left, probably hiding where my conscious kept
Momma wept, troublemaking make her f*cking stressed

Really aint a problem kid, I just wanna smoke a bit
Down a fifth, alcohol making me more tolerant

Smoke a tree, all I need, just to get through the week
All that disappointment in her eyes got me feeling weak

Posted up , white vans, thinking that I had a plan
Got a Pack of swishers, and I rolled that shit with 4 grams

Hands on the wheel, full of THC and courage
My bro told a joke, started laughing, started swerving

Alright just one hit, ill succumb to peer pressure
Specially when the green helps my mind feel better

Im at ease, im at peace
Finally my mind is free
I just feel like socrates
When I roll that botany

All my worries turned to fumes
When I look across the room
I feel like this might be my doom
Choking on this smoky room

Substances taking place of human interaction
Gotta find me some compassion even if its here in ashes
Getting tired of hiding stashes
Getting tired of hearing bout crashes

When destructions imminent
Load the gun equip the clip
Eat the trigger, hear the click
God decided to be compassionate

Makin room for my mistakes
All I want is to find my place
But My mind is empty space
Lord please grace me with your embrace

Man I let my momma down
I move around don't make a sound
I'm afraid to stand around
And miss my chance to take the mound

I'm sick, I got no remedy
I'm losing all my melody
I'm tryna lose this memory
I'm tryna lose this memory
I'm sick, I got no remedy
I'm losing all my melody
I'm tryna lose this memory
I'm tryna lose this memory

A time when I feel like nothing, just the pain
The utter nothingness inside my brain
Only one thing I know to cleanse this pain
So I hit the road 100 in rain

It's just me myself and I
Surrounded by darkness, suspended in time
Suddenly she appears in white
Sent by god to steer me right

Sent by god to steer me clear
Of the destructive path in which I've veered
Remove me from this path of fear
And wipe away my painful tear

Tears of sadness washed away
Tears of joy take their place
A saddened death was not my fate
I was meant to be more than great
That's why god gave me a second plate

Maxx was born on a cold dark night
After Macc had tried to take his life
Only it wasn't an angel he saw in white
It was a vision by God of his faceless wife

A message from heaven of eternal love
Eventual meaning found from above
With my soul imbalanced, all Macc no Maxx
I had forgotten the importance of balance in acts

Here I stand today... alive
Eagerly waiting for life's next surprise
Balance restored unto my life
With meaning found in my eventual wife