The longing for sunshine
Feeling the hurt as I wait
But now it has arrived
Finally feel it's embrace
The warmth it comforts me
Cleans all of the soreness I felt inside
But the leaves fall and sky goes
As the winds blow a final fare--well
This mental poisons side' of my brain
Corrupts my mind, corrupts my dreams
Tears at the soul and the mind: without end, slowly drains
And you become a slave to love
This mental dent it begins to grow
The past mistakes rot in my soul
As this horrid cycle repeats once again
Always preferred the darkness anyway
My days flow into one
As I think of reasons to carry on
I'm feeling the stab wounds
Where the dagger had stabbed me and twisted deep
Concealed from the sunlight
This hollow carcass now buried alive
By the ache that's within me
Now casted into the permanent shadows
This mental poisons side' of my brain
Corrupts my mind, corrupts my dreams
Tears at the soul and the mind: without end, slowly drains
And you become a slave to love
This mental dent it begins to grow
The past mistakes rot in my soul
As this horrid cycle repeats once again
Always preferred the darkness anyway
We all have intentions
Listen to your own head
We all have intentions
So listen to your head
I wish that I could let go
I'm infected by my own heart
This flame of mine; it still burns
Despite the pain i'm still your whore
This mental poisons side' of my brain
Corrupts my mind, corrupts my dreams
Tears at the soul and the mind: without end, slowly drains
And you become a slave to love
This mental dent it begins to grow
The past mistakes rot in my soul
As this horrid cycle repeats once again
Always preferred the darkness anyway
This poison seeps right into my veins
It drives me mentally insane
I've never felt this unloved; never felt so anguished
Fearing the slap of reality
The countless hours all gone to waste
Our friendship now painted with dread
I wish it never had happened in the first place
This is the price of falling in love