Proselyte - Forcing a smile with knives in your back Lyrics

I can't escape the feeling
No one's there for me
I can't control my thinking
Demon trickery
All alone I stood as two
Do you remember me
Feelings of salted wounds
These are my scars

Reduce me to nothing
You are my burden to bear
Fair and square I leave with despair
Broken beyond repair
Left with nothing
Afraid of what you're becoming
Leaving you was truly gutting
I feel I might be succumbing
Plummeting

Feel me, bleeding, regret setting into my soul
Fear me never leaving holding on to dear life
Wasted these vicious feelings leave me breathless
Heed my words Hear my voice break
I need help

Coping with remission in exchange for submission
Regression of mind, rot ensues to take over mankind
Crisis follows calamity manifests itself into insanity
Suffering again and again pain never subsides and only multiplies
Break through
A lesson never learned cannot be explained
And there is no escape

Thus I've abandoned the thought of you
And all the things you do
I can't bring myself to pull through
With a smile on my face
And a knife in my back
How much more can I take
Before I'm forced to crack
Pull the plug and fade to black
The burden is heavy, I pray I've withdrawn
I don't want you back, I just wanted you gone
I wear a fake smile so you can move on
I'm sick of this game, I'm played like a pawn
And I've moved on

I can't escape the feeling
No one's there for me
I can't control my thinking
Demon trickery
All alone I stood as two
Do you remember me
Feelings of salted wounds
These are my scars

I can't escape the feeling
No one's there for me
I can't control my thinking
Demon trickery
All alone I stood as two
Do you remember me
Feelings of salted wounds
These are my scars

Oh
Infection of the earth
Slow burn toxic design look in my eyes
The wire around my heart is barbed
The surface has been painted
But the stain will still remain
Presentation
Human condition
The foundation of guilt