What did I expect?
I knew just what I'd get
But, still, I can't keep myself from wanting
This won't go anywhere
I know, but I don't care
Still wish that I'd been given and option
Complications are not an excuse
But now it seems oh-so convenient
If it matters now, well, then it always did
But you're not just a kid: F*ck you
I said, "Let's keep it clean
Simple, just you and me"
You smiled reluctantly, but agreed
And now you've changed your mind
And I think I know why
I hope you had fun f*cking at Bonnaroo
Complications are not an excuse
But now it seems oh-so convenient
If it matters now, well, then it always did
But you're not just a kid: F*ck you
I let this bother me
For so long needlessly
It was only my pride that took the beating
The rest was in my head
The pain from rejection
Tonight I'll dine on black birds instead