Smokin' marijuana, give me back my lighter
Ain't upload a month, but I'm already tired
Yeah, my heart is cold, but she started fire
Smokin' non-exotic, got me feelin' distant
Pockets full of pain, but I still keep resisting
Countin' all these bands, tryna hide these misfits
Lost inside my thoughts, everyday is mission
In a black pajama, blessin' for my momma (Я тебе дуже кохаю)
Blessin' for my brother, lookin' for my father
I can't hear no lie, just hear me synthesizin
Ridin' through the city, windows down, we cruisin
Memories of better days, but I'm feelin' losin
Ice around my neck, but inside I'm bruisin
Fake love around, can't tell you who is choosin
Double cup my therapy, I'm livin' in decisions
Tryna find my way, but I'm stuck in this visions
Late nigh confessions, seeking my ambitions
Broke-hearted whispers, driving in collisions
Baby, you don't get me, it's a different kind of vibe
Movin' in the shadow, but I'm searchin' for the high
Lost in my emotions, but I swear I never lie
Livin' in the fast lane, watching time fly by